19. OR. Female. Pansexual. PSU. Doctor Who. Intuit. Chef. Dreamer. Who are we to judge? Look in the mirror, that is the person you should critique. Live your life to the fullest and never give up. Love yourself then love others. Save yourself then save the world. Happiness is key to living healthy. Forever and Always, Kamillia
I guess I just needed to get it off my chest
It breaks my heart. I know you weren’t planned and it would be hard, but I was going to make it work. I was going to show you how much you are loved, I was going to be such a damn good mom. Ever since I was little my dream was to be a kick ass mom, that I was going to be everything that my mom wasn’t. Once I found out, I promised myself I would give you the life you deserve, I promised I wouldn’t settle for anything less than perfect. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you, I’m sorry you had to leave, I’m sorry I couldn’t keep you healthy enough, I’m sorry… I don’t know how to get through this one, I wanted to be your mom, I mean at first? Fuck, I had no idea what to do. But, I got used to it. When I heard your heartbeat I realized that I was going to be your mom, your best friend, and your worst enemy sometimes. But, I was going to kick ass at it. I love you, still do. I’ll see you up in the clouds one day, baby. Mommy loves you.